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Keeping Score is Jacob Jonas’ first post stage IV cancer battle work. This trilogy, inspired by Bessel van der Kolk book “The Body Keeps The Score”, is a journey to understanding his illness; before, during, and after. The first work Product of Divorce explores childhood and precancer trauma. Nature Sounds While the IV Drips is about the endurance and survival of the battle itself including sustained stays in a hospital room alone with your thoughts while connected to chemotherapy. And the trilogy ends with Restart. The psychological effects of understanding life, death, light and darkness all while reacclimating back into a normal life.

Created as a somatic and cathartic experience, the work includes emotional complexity and symbolic physicality. 

Keeping Score is an open and vulnerable invitation into the intimacies of being human. The result is we are all falling, and only nature is honest.

Audiences are encouraged to experience the entire trilogy, though each work stands on its own and can be experienced individually. The trilogy may be experienced across multiple performances, or in full on Sunday.

Caution: The work contains nudity. The performers will enact physical acts of violence, trauma, and pain. The work was created with input from and care for each performer.

The first part Product of Divorce is about the falsity of true companionship and pre-cancer trauma. How a negative home environment for a child due to an abusive parental relationship can create trauma and stress, potentially leading to illness. Birthed from two that weren’t meant to be. 

There’s an elephant in the room. Observing boy to man. Inspired by the children’s book Babar, often read by Jacob Jonas’ grandmother as a bedtime story after homemade chocolate chip cookies. The story of the children’s book oddly mirrors his upbringing. Is monogamy possible? Pardon the obvious question. All the child wanted was a safe environment. 

Choreography - Jacob Jonas

Composed/Accompanied - Antonio Sánchez

Additional composition and featuring Justin Boreta, Okaidja Afroso, Larry Jonas

Dates

  • Friday, March 20 at 7:30pm
  • Sunday, March 22 at 2:00pm

The second work Nature Sounds While the IV Drips is about war. It reflects the endurance of the battle of illness- long hospital stays, silence, and the emotional weight of chemotherapy. There are eight movements in this work, inspired by eight rounds of chemotherapy while battling stage four cancer.

Choreography - Jacob Jonas

Composed by - Justin Boreta, Diplo, Imogen Heap and Okaidja Afroso. And Accompanied by Okaidja Afroso

Dates

  • Friday, March 20 at 7:30pm
  • Sunday, March 22 at 2:00pm

Restart considers the psychological aftermath of illness—making sense of life and death, light and darkness, and everything in between. And all the guests along the way. Restart is about soil: found often for construction, during death to bury one’s flesh into the earth, or in a garden to bring new seeds to life. This questions if one can begin again and re-enter into their deepest humanity. If the question of what happened could be answered and the wounds it left could be healed.

Choreography - Jacob Jonas

Dates

  • Thursday, March 19 at 7:30pm
  • Sunday, March 22 at 6:00pm

We are all a mirror, to ourselves, to each other, to nature. Our love and joy, pain and suffering, and pursuit to continue is all interconnected. My desire is to expose my deepest vulnerabilities of trauma and hope to act as a reflection and build a conversation with my audience. This work particularly is the result of being in a forced stillness.

You lay in bed. Your body sinks. They lift the bars on either side. The air pushes through.  Continuous knocking. A symphony of normality plays through the window. The loud beeps from the IV pole. A continuous drip. A drip down the side of the face. I wish I was running along the water. Headphones in while the sounds of waves crash. Dance was always for therapy. For release. A release from the predators all around. A flight or fight response. The nervous system calms.

Trying to make sense of it all. Trying to become something or someone. I am sorry for my darkness, but if willing to understand my pain and story, I invite you to experience it too. Maybe we are all dead? Maybe we are all alive, maybe we are all seeking answers we can never overcome. This work is about the seeking of an answer, and the unfortunate people and past versions of myself I’ve left behind in looking for the truth. Aren’t we all just a little mad?

Often people describe my work as a meditation. It is designed to be a residency of thought. Of time extended past our comfort zone to provide opportunity to allow what want to, to arise. The way it has for me in my healing. As we heal together, we can find peace. I appreciate your patience and support in going on this journey to witness the struggle and friction of ascending from darkness into light. From falling, and grounding into the floor before rising again. From surrendering fully to the sun and moon, the river and ocean to allow the messages of nature to guide us. My ego persists to tell these stories. My relationship to fungi has exposed new truths. These truths dance with me and the artists on stage. Thank you for arriving. For being here. From bringing judgement and perspective, for support and love. For criticism and presence. You are the light for us as artists. Thank you for seeing us. The arts are our only language that makes sense today, and we are grateful to share our imagination with you.

Jacob Jonas, Santa Monica 2026

I. PRODUCT OF DIVORCE

II. NATURE SOUNDS WHILE THE IV DRIPS

III. RESTART

Showtimes & Tickets

PERFORMANCE SCHEDULE

The trilogy may be experienced across multiple performances—or in full on Sunday.

Thursday, March 19 at 7:30 PM (PART III)

RESTART (75 minutes)

 

Friday, March 20 at 7:30 PM (PARTS II & I)

NATURE SOUNDS WHILE THE IV DRIPS (35 minutes)

20 minute intermission

PRODUCT OF DIVORCE (65 minutes)

With post show q&a.

 

Sunday, March 22 at 2:00 PM  (PARTS I & II)

PRODUCT OF DIVORCE (65 minutes)

20 minute intermission

NATURE SOUNDS WHILE THE IV DRIPS (35 minutes)

 

Sunday, March 22 at 6:00 PM (PART III)

RESTART (75 minutes)

SUNDAY MARCH 22: THE FULL JOURNEY

Sunday is designed as a full-day immersion, allowing audiences to experience the trilogy in one continuous arc from beginning to return.

2PM – Product of Divorce & Nature Sounds While the IV Drips

6PM – Restart

Between the performances, audiences are invited to reflect, decompress, or deepen their understanding of the work through a series of activations between performances.

At BroadStage, curated selections from Films.Dance will be playing throughout the afternoon. Wellness vendors, food vendors, and book sales will be available, creating space to reflect, gather, and stay connected to the themes of the work.

At 4:15PM, just a short walk away at UCLA Santa Monica Medical Center (where Jacob Jonas received treatment during his cancer journey) a guided meditation followed by a panel conversation with Jacob Jonas and experts in healthcare and patient care.

All Sunday afternoon activities, outside of the ticketed performances, are free and open to the public.

Complimentary shuttles will run between BroadStage and UCLA Santa Monica Hospital throughout the afternoon.

CONTENT ADVISORY

Keeping Score contains mature depictions of trauma, violence, and nudity. It also holds moments of tenderness, love, illumination, and resilience. The work was created with care for each performer.

Keeping Score is a co-presentation brought to you by both BroadStage and Jacob Jonas The Company. By purchasing tickets to any of these events, your information will be shared with both organizations. If you have questions about this, please email patronservices@broadstage.org.